I am sorry for everything

I love you, Babe. Your presence to my life is like a big change ever and ever. Just a dream when you are coming along with criteria in my selection…you are just like me…that’s why I love you. I am only a girl who never commits to be the excellence one but all I do is just edifice everything for you. I have found you as the spirit of my heart even how hard I have to handle or how long I have to spend for.

I realized that the one who is being with you every time must love you more than I do and she must be the luckiest one in your warmth arms. How we call FAMILY. You are able to build up and I am also able to let go….. I don’t feel too much regret if you are facing the true of telling me. I foresee you are ignoring people around even me. The one who love you, the one who spend her life time thinking of you, loving you and take care of you…her devoted for the family is too much to say. I know you love her…She has done so many thing for you and your family, she leave her own happiness and try too hard to fulfill your need with honesty and commitment. You’re the lucky man among the others who is willing to build up this kind of good looking family. Through hard time being on the same way with you, please imagine how much she have spending for your son and you…My Babe… do not leave her more pain and sorrow, back to your good looking family… They love and need you so much… The same way I care of you…

I cannot keep you in heart while you are already in someone’s heart. I also can’t let myself down because I have built up everything and I don’t expect that you will be the one who will destroy my struggle. I should not be in your wish and I will way away to the east, just trying hard to finish and please you stop doing this… Don’t treat yourself as a selfish man