Where should I be?

Am I sure? I am ready to be leaved? Or still I feel concern over myself? Surely thing about me is you. It's too hard and hurt to forget everything about you due to you have brought me everything I need. I still remember how much you love me even sometimes you always keep me crying but only one word from your mouth always keep me feeling well and missing every good thing about you. Just now, I love you more than I can say. But I need to limit myself to where I am. I have found how you really think of me but that's not how I have though of you. Thing will not supposed to be stable and you must back up everything to where and who you used to be. I am now totally happy to see you are on that way and also more happy to leave you to that way.

I am seeing other guys who is able to be loved by me and also able to love me. Unfortunately, you and him are in the same condition that keep me hurt to make decision so where I am supposed to be?

You guy are different and treated me different too. He is the one I feel I was waiting for and the way he has treated me is what i have wished too. I do thanks the world that let me see him but it seem to be so late. I know you sometimes respect my decision making when i told you I love him but i don't dare to face that he will never ever taking my love while i have told myself I can't walk on this way together with him and hurt other else.

Won't you tell me how to do? I never wish to break other's heart even i always being hurt by other and I also can't break his heart cos he really can't make decision. I scare to turn off the light and crying for him. Sometimes, I long to forget him and you.

U & ME

I am always the one who come up with full encouragement to myself facing any issue or how hard my life gonna be. Since May 2009 until now, I have changed my life to stay on the ground where I feel this is the way I am however I hurt my mental mind set but I start to learn the new lesson of be happy with what I have, shortly, I am totally change myself to be the one who never ask for anything.

People may feel how stupid a normal girl like me, grow to ask for nothing? but you know why ? I told myself this is more than enough to what i never have before. The real thing that I am surely ask for is treated me just like i treated you.

Through 2 years, thing just going well when i have put my real heart to understand you and I wish to be understood too. The last thing for the 2 years is You understand nothing from me.
guess how I feel now? First, I told myself, may be we grow from different culture and ethic of thinking that's why you always come up with stupid judgment or something i feel cos you think of me like i do that's why we always don't give space for each other.

I already know you will never have time to listen to anything going on me each day due to even once in 2 months to talk to you but how i can always detail thing from day to day cos something I don't do it but I lie to say YES. I just want to keep our second together not to keep you asking or wondering but i would get it to make you keep silence. The truth is that I hate being judged and put the blame on but how can I complain while you never put your heart on mine to ask what I want. I am telling you one thing you hurt me the most is not your responding which never do anything for me BUT the way you keep me as a little pet that something you have forgotten that I am nearby your bad.

YES ! I also need to be cared and loved as other people around you however my mouth never ask but my feeling does. You never give me space but you asking for it. I've been told to give up while you are the first who lead me to get. Imagine, how this 2 years I have treated you so well????? How I keep the corner between us to close ?
Don't just say I am the best girl among the million you have found and say sorry we are too late. That's more than enough to me. More than what i have estimated that you would come up with this kind of feeling to me. Sure ! that's enough. I still never complain anything so let it be.

Job Vacancy

Dear Candidates,

Gold Fish Ocean is an advertising agency with commitment to create competitive edge and brand equity for clients. With expertise in local market and experiences with international brands, Gold Fish Ocean has served international and local clients in various industries from mobile communications to fast moving consumer goods. Gold Fish Ocean helps clients in brand strategy, concept and creative development, product launch, sales activation and event management, media strategy and placement, advertising and promotion, public relation and commercial production.

We are looking for young Cambodian, smart, and high potential individuals to join our growing team in the position of Promoter Executive.

Job Requirements:

• Male and Female with good characteristic
• Cambodian nationality , age in between 18 to 25 years old
• Good interpersonal skills, hard-working and friendly
• Flexible with good communication
• English is required –spoken and written
  
• Able to work under pressure
• At least holding High School Certificate
  
• Fresh graduate is encouraged to apply

Job Responsibilities:

• Promote product to increase sale volume
• Provide sales service to customers
• Be able to handle customer complaints
• Generate daily sale report

How to apply:

The interested candidates are invited to send a detailed CV with one current photo to address below. Only shortlists applicants will be contacted for interview. Salary depends on skills and experience.


Address: Building #43A, St.123 corner 454, Sangkat Toul Tompong I, Khan Chamkamorn, Phnom Penh.
Tel: (023) 993 968 / Fax: (023) 993 967
Email: gfo@goldfishocean.com / Website: www.goldfishocean.com

For more detail, Please contact:
Ms. Sokuntheavy
Tel: 017 72 22 85
E-mail : sokuntheavy@goldfishocean.com

Let me be with U for the rest of your life

After the big rain, I am fresh. After our misunderstanding, you understand. thanks for being there for ME. My Honey ! you leave when I am lost the way
and come back to lead me finding my way. You are more than everything for ME...Honey ! I love U.
My Hero ! I do appreciate myself of finding U. The best friend in life. Enjoy a trip abroad and safe trip back here.

you still my brothers

We born together in our good looking family where we have grown and enjoyed the lives together. You are more than any other around me... the best thing we are the same is that we have the same Mum and Dad who always fill out what we miss in lives.

One thing, I noted about our perspectives, Even we are from the same parents but we really don't have one option together. I really can't blame you guys but myself.....Still I lack some part to take care of you?
I feel I've done enough as being a sister. I know parents and I did not spend much time nearby you and we are sorry for that but the point is that what we have done just for U both.

I hope you still remember when we were young, how we live so happily in our warm little house?
We have the very cute mum who always come up with good advise and sweet care to all of us. We have such generous dad who always fill our lives with fun and smile...They both are our everything.

When you guy were little kids, I still remember how smart and hard working you were. You even help thing around and tell us that you will live to be the good person for the world and the family. I see you were crying when when you have found you had done the bull shit thing for us but we are so happy to see you this way cos you wish you wont repeat the pain to yourselves.

But now you guy just being fool..you are no longer the good brothers I have had. I write it down for you cos I am afraid one day I leave and you can't see how different your life have been through and how you been fool?
We have no more word to explain you, we can just only keep you on where you want to be cos we cannot force you to be on the way we set. We are not supposed to blame or take care of you for the rest of your lives but we hope you are no longer useless to yourselves. You still my beloved brothers.

Brother ! I Hate Hers

Since I grow up till now, I never live in peace. I never understand the feeling of being honesty care from such a relative like them. Mum got 5 siblings and she is number 4 and she is in the middle of the 3 daughters, older aunt and younger aunt. I still remember when I was young, our 3 families really in good relation cos we 3 are living closely together.

I was living with older aunt and other 5 cousins of older aunt's kids. I was treated very difference and I found I was difference from their kids... I don't complain even sometime I was fight to stay under the sun light but the grateful feeling I never forget however I used to eat their rice. With the poor family condition, my parents went away for business. I hard to be taking care but I can live in the house which take care of me from the rain. I feel that enough.


When I was 8, I went to the market and help my mum business. I learned to understand how my family condition had forced me to be strong. I seem to be a kid who pretend to be mutual. Step to the age of 18, when I was in high school. I spent my time very competitive and be the one who is ready to fight cos of my both aunts had killing my happiness. I push to learn in order to be the top of the other relative due to I was always be compared and criticize if I could not build up myself. I was always in the glare of critical way from both of them.
Sometime, I felt I can't breathe. I never grow in the way of advise and really care but just in criticize, Never anyone answer me why??? I also never ask, Why ?
I have to understand what I should do. What is right and wrong. I feel so hurt but I never ask for reason. I am different from other sisters and cousins. I am always been catch for something wrong but never been admire when I did a great thing.

Only mum, She lead me strong. bite my mouth and keep it alone. She always said: Because she does not have enough ability, she can't provide what I want so I have to ask them for the used thing they threw away to used after. I had produce such a great result and be the top of other but I still under the name of beggar in their way of thinking.

I never angry mum but myself, Mum was looking down by her beloved siblings cos of me. If I am stronger, I can take care of her. Mum tried so hard to keep me strong with the way she protect...She loves me. Mum always be like a sister and friend, she always share sadness and fun and those are what I have learnt from her. She is such a great lady who always give up everything for the family.


Is that the taste of life ??? I will not ask the reason why but the result will show.
How painful the relative I have faced? How they do that to my family ? We born from the same parents, why we have so different concepts to grow.....I will keep remember how you treated me, Aunts. I must always remember what have you done to my family ? And I will give you back what you have done to my family.
Thanks for teaching this kind of tricky lessons ever. I do appreciate.

yoU arE thE onE I waS waitinG For

Once again I realize when I have found I lost my smile. I was living in the world where I saw myself in trouble...No body know. I was a very unsuccessful lady and bed luck. I was always lay in the ring but I have to make sure there is no sound then I feel I was in too much pressure.

One day we met, the day we found each other. You come to warm my soul, lead me up to grow and mend my broken heart. I miss everything from the start but I promise myself not to ask for anything.

First, I don't feel that was a feeling of love, and I feel that was a feeling of being a good friends somehow you were there...Many night had passed and I was always be the last for you even somewhere but in your heart...I am warmth to be there. I know I love you NOT because you fed me up or you support me. Because you fill out the sentimental need I missed so far.

Just now, I am in middle of the way I am and who I am. I am sorry I am really in difficulty.
I need some space for breathe and I also need you there with me. Honey, I am still waiting for U.

Yesterday

Would you please grow up?
Would you please understand me?
Would you please make me happy before I leave?
Still you remember how sweet our love used to be?

the way we be together, the way you take care of me, the way I make u smile and how we learn to be. The smile you lead me feel and the way we do. The joke we share and the thing we prepare for each other, even the movie we see together. The touch of your lip and the way you hold me closer...everything just yesterday. I still feel it just yesterday even now you are away, I need you. without a commitment, you will not about to me. Because of your strong commitment, that's why we can be. Why you have to give it up, honey? I know You Love Me.
I really don't know whether is that our happiness of seeing the one you love in pain. I am deeply in pain...I am so miserable in vain...Baby ! if you wish to leave our memories in blank. I am really afraid that it will over time when you're back. You are not a kid anymore, why don't you start to build the thing up from now. it's time, dear. If you are not ready now, so tell me when? we start to grow that love together and I still give you chance. I love you. Everyday, I love you. Please stop being ignorant to that na...I confess
I love you.

It's Time

When there is a will, there must be a way. All I have spoken and encourage you to be strong.
I am thinking of how we are doing to keep the way we are. I really never run away if u are in trouble and I am commit to be your only one. Something got a hold of us and we changed. I lead myself home and cry...You lead your way with them and smile. So we found we are not the right person for each other.

I been taking respond on the way we grow.
I have kept chance and every minute with you as the diamond.
I always keep telling that I need U.
I make be fun when we are together.
I share thing around me to make u trusted.
I've been earning our memories to make u feel warm.
I leave the myself to make u strong.
But We still cant find way to carry on and I found I have been doing enough thing for us while u are the same.

Once I realize, You change our time and hide. You said that is your habit of having other for fun and being cheating just for fun but that's not what I can accept. There will not be any regret to make me carry on and I will always be strong facing the way to let you go.

Be there where you wish to be,
I am always supported u, darling.

My birthday 2010

The spacial occasion in life where I keep my smile everywhere.
Thanks for being close such a warmth love that you guy share for me. Thanks for sharing your value time and being around just to keep me smile. I am so proud of having you.
How such a great time I am so surprise ! Happy Birthday




Happy Birthday Sokuntheavy- I wish you grow in step of being your way, keep it up to bright your day and lead your smile to drive your way.

The One Minute Manager

This is the new management term which apply successfully on daily task for everyone. The One Minute Manager is the best management theories which would help you to improve your daily life and be a success one in life.


There are 3 secret steps to be the One Minute Manager:



1st step: One Minute Goal Setting

People who feel good about themselves will produce good result.

The One Minute Manager believe on the people result, growing people and lead them be the manager themselves.
The One Minute Goal Setting apply successfully when:

• Agree on your goals.
• See what good behavior look like
• Write out each of your goal on a single sheet of paper using less than 250 worlds
• Read and re-read each goal, which require only a minute or so each time to do it.
• Take a minute every once in a while out of your day to look at your performance.
• See whether or not your behavior match your goal.

Take a Minute to look at your goal, then look at your performance weather your behavior is match your goal.
Take your time to grow people around, Show off yourself and the way you are. Then, they can easily understand how to work with you.


2nd Step: The One Minute Praising

Help People reach their full potential , Catch them doing something right. Or Put people on the right bus

• Tell people up front that you are going to let them know how they are doing.
• Praise people immediately.
• Tell people that what they did right- be specific.
• Tell people how good you feel about what they did right , and how it help the organization and other people around them.
• Stop for moment of silent to let them FEEL how good you feel.
• Encourage them to do more of the same.
• Shake hand or touch people in a way that make it clear that you support their success in the organization.
  

Let them catch the ball and follow the ball, Be the self- improvement. Every problem ended up with the clear and reasonable solution with encouragement.

3rd Step: The One Minute Reprimand

Make people feel not to repeat the same mistake they did.

• Tell people beforehand that you are going to let them know how they are doing and in no uncertain terms.
• Reprimand people immediately.
• Tell people what they did wrong - Be specific.
• Tell people how you feel about what they did wrong- and in no uncertain terms.
• Stop for a few seconds of uncomfortable, keep silent to let them feel how you feel.
• Shake hand or touch them in a way to let them know that you are honest on their side.
• Remind them how much you value them.
• Reaffirm that you think well of them but not of their performance in this situation.
• Realize that when the reprimand is over, is over.
• Forget and forgive their mistake.

We are not just our behavior but we are the person who managing our behavior.
Goal begin behaviors, Consequences Maintain behaviors.

The One Minute Manager stand on the balance growth of people under his management and always support people to stand on their ground.
There are 3 kind of employee
1. The potential one who is experience and opportunity opened to the manager.
2. The no experience on who is able to grow and get chance to learn.
3. The one who we have to wish that he or she is able to work.

The One Minute Manager is starting with the number 2 to Number 3 because he trusts to grow people around him to be One Of Him. Based on the American Theories called NIHYSOB which is stand for Now I Have You SOB.

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Even somewhere but in your heart

Have I sometimes been away far form you??
I thought that I have been doing too less thing for you but I am doing such many thing to comfort you.

How can we still the same? I am wondering to why we are sometimes so close but seem to be away. What can I do to make your feeling stay?

I do realize that the sound of saying I love U is easy to say out but making it for some1 we love is not easy. I feel I lost confident however i will not give it up....I also never thought of the way to let you go, Baby.

The end of the way we are walking to is almost end cos I still found you are in the way to change but I am alright to be you be on your way...Baby, I would give up everything even my smile if this is your needs and I do understand that there is no result to carry on but let me be with you for the rest of your life time.

I am always be your better girl

When will the lonely feeling gone and stop myself from missing you?

Please don't leave me in this lonely pain. Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better girl in this lonely world.

I do miss our memories together...the day we met, the way you said, the feeling keeping me warm and great, and never keep me said...I love U.

I never mean It to You

You are the one who always lead me strong, show me way to carry on, would never let me down....Even time have pasted but nothing gonna make me forget your care and advises...My beloved, I do understand how you feel about me.

But that's just the misunderstanding between us...please listen to my reason....Give me chance to be on that way again with you, my beloved better man. I am sorry but I never mean to make you misunderstand.

I, Myself not 4 U

Babe ! I don't know if I am not really a smart one to understand the world but I will never give up till the end of my time. I am so lonely and this is why I don't want to keep myself alone, or should I leave for the nothing time of life...to figure out the result, I still don't know what I am doing. I may be too stupid to carry on. I am thinking of U.

A year have passed, I am still in concern of how we are and what we are doing. I really never ever lead my life to grow without reason at all. I am losing my way to where I have to go, I don’t even know how to forget you, and I am absolutely wanna leave this nightmare but I do not know how to wake up. Time still get thought, there are new comers come and leave surrounding me, I walk to them, I be with them, I smile for them, I care of them But I love U…

I am trying to end the game with no result while I told myself not to ask for the reason and I committed to win by calm myself as the non talking girl. I feel so worried of myself if I am demanding for the stupid requirement, I am so scare of facing my unknowing result, I am sorry for myself.

Now I got to let you know. I never thinking you anymore. It's time to have to go, and you also have your own responsibilities... please let me go...Please don't tie me so hard...I am so tired to be lied and leaved. However, we could be good friends for the rest of our time.

Self-Motivation

SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE MAKE DECISIONS To control the outcome of anything, you control the action at the point of decision making. If you let others make decisions for you, you give up control. When you control the decisions, you control the actions. It's your life. You decide what you're going to do with it. If you don't run your own life, someone else will. You're in control of your life to the degree that you make decisions. Take charge of your life, so there is no longer a need to ask permission of others. When you ask permission, you are giving someone veto power over your life. Take control and start making those decisions. Only you are responsible for your life.

EVERY FAILURE IS A STEP CLOSER TO SUCCESS People who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed. Experiencing failure is inevitable on your journey to be successful. Each defeat is merely an installment to victory. You'll find that the number of times you succeed is in direct proportion to the number of times you fail and keep trying. You won't be judged by the number of times you fail, but by the number of times you succeed. Failure is nothing but education, nothing but the first step to something better. You can't be a winner and be afraid to lose.

DREAMS DO COME TRUE

You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it come true.

The achievement of your goal is assured the moment
you commit yourself to it.

If you have the desire, you have the power to attain it.

You can have anything you want in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it.

Your dreams can come true if you pursue them.

Where there's a will, there's a way.

I am Steping Up

On March 18, 2010 , I changed for my new job. I am working in the right field where I found myself so satisfy with and be more creative in designing my life. I am learning such many thing that I have never ever heard about before but I trust that I can do it better...
I am learning to be the one who has a strong self control and well adjustment, I understand who I am, what I want and when I should get it.
I am proud of myself as a 23 year-old girl who could step to the tom that most of other girl at the same age with me could never experience or did it.

A Guy In Girl's Selection

Original List:

1. Handsome
2. Charming
3. Financially successful
4. A caring listener
5.. Witty
6. In good shape
7. Dresses with style
8. Appreciates finer things

9. Full of thoughtful surprises


What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32)


1. Nice looking
2. Opens car doors, holds chairs
3. Has enough money for a nice dinner
4. Listens more than talks
5. Laughs at my jokes
6. Carries bags of groceries with ease
7. Owns at least one tie
8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal

9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries


What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42)


1. Not too ugly
2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car
3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally
4. Nods head when I'm talking
5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes
6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture
7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach
8.. Knows not to buy champagne with screw-top lids
9. Remembers to put the toilet seat down
10. Shaves most weekends

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 52)


1. Keeps hair in nose and ears trimmed
2. Doesn't belch or scratch in public
3. Doesn't borrow money too often
4. Doesn't nod off to sleep when I'm venting
5. Doesn't re-tell the same joke too many times
6. Is in good enough shape to get off the couch on weekends
7. Usually wears matching socks and fresh underwear
8. Appreciates a good TV dinner
9. Remembers your name on occasion

10. Shaves some weekends


What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 62)


1. Doesn't scare small children
2. Remembers where bathroom is
3. Doesn't require much money for upkeep
4. Only snores lightly when asleep
5. Remembers why he's laughing
6. Is in good enough shape to stand up by himself
7. Usually wears some clothes
8. Likes soft foods
9. Remembers where he left his teeth

10. Remembers that it's the weekend

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 72)

1. Breathing.
2. Doesn't miss the toilet.
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 44 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID,
"HONEY, 44 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP
CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 25-YEAR-OLD GAL.

NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, NICE BIG BED AND PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 65-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS."

MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 25-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV.

AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISIS?????

My Farewell Party

It seem to be so fast through one year have passed and It's time I have to go. My beloved CEO and GA's team ! I am really sad to leave all of you, It's so hard to walk away and I have gotten nothing to say, the last world is that You are the step of leading me success.

• Thanks for everything you share.
• Thanks for every care you make for me.
  
• Thanks for every love you build for me.
• Thanks for your encouragement to lead me strong.
• Thanks for your kind to keep me warm.
• And thanks for your smile to make me carry on to reach success.

Team, Please keep remaining me and do not be lonely cos I will always be with you...I love you.
The last word from heart, You are the soul of born my confident up...I need all of you...we would be in one experience together and never move even I am feeling blue but our memories still being true.....I never forget YOU.

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