I, Myself not 4 U

Babe ! I don't know if I am not really a smart one to understand the world but I will never give up till the end of my time. I am so lonely and this is why I don't want to keep myself alone, or should I leave for the nothing time of life...to figure out the result, I still don't know what I am doing. I may be too stupid to carry on. I am thinking of U.

A year have passed, I am still in concern of how we are and what we are doing. I really never ever lead my life to grow without reason at all. I am losing my way to where I have to go, I don’t even know how to forget you, and I am absolutely wanna leave this nightmare but I do not know how to wake up. Time still get thought, there are new comers come and leave surrounding me, I walk to them, I be with them, I smile for them, I care of them But I love U…

I am trying to end the game with no result while I told myself not to ask for the reason and I committed to win by calm myself as the non talking girl. I feel so worried of myself if I am demanding for the stupid requirement, I am so scare of facing my unknowing result, I am sorry for myself.

Now I got to let you know. I never thinking you anymore. It's time to have to go, and you also have your own responsibilities... please let me go...Please don't tie me so hard...I am so tired to be lied and leaved. However, we could be good friends for the rest of our time.