Just Hate that I know You

I am so bored to repeat the same mistake

1,2,3,4,5, and 6, I still go on that painful way.
I never want to interfere anyone's happiness, I never want to take away someone's beloved, I never want to make any girls cry like me.

Start New Dairy Noted in Life

I found where I want to be. I found who I need to be with and I know this is my decision making that I have set without any regret.

Too many thing in my old Dairy when I am sometimes scare to open it or keep it opened to others. Would I open it up and put on the table to talk? I don't think. I had been a paste. It just the lesson teaching my life to be strong and able to start up and carry on. Sokuntheavy, You are no longer a little girl but also not yet a women.

Where should I be?

Am I sure? I am ready to be leaved? Or still I feel concern over myself? Surely thing about me is you. It's too hard and hurt to forget everything about you due to you have brought me everything I need. I still remember how much you love me even sometimes you always keep me crying but only one word from your mouth always keep me feeling well and missing every good thing about you. Just now, I love you more than I can say. But I need to limit myself to where I am. I have found how you really think of me but that's not how I have though of you. Thing will not supposed to be stable and you must back up everything to where and who you used to be. I am now totally happy to see you are on that way and also more happy to leave you to that way.

I am seeing other guys who is able to be loved by me and also able to love me. Unfortunately, you and him are in the same condition that keep me hurt to make decision so where I am supposed to be?

You guy are different and treated me different too. He is the one I feel I was waiting for and the way he has treated me is what i have wished too. I do thanks the world that let me see him but it seem to be so late. I know you sometimes respect my decision making when i told you I love him but i don't dare to face that he will never ever taking my love while i have told myself I can't walk on this way together with him and hurt other else.

Won't you tell me how to do? I never wish to break other's heart even i always being hurt by other and I also can't break his heart cos he really can't make decision. I scare to turn off the light and crying for him. Sometimes, I long to forget him and you.

U & ME

I am always the one who come up with full encouragement to myself facing any issue or how hard my life gonna be. Since May 2009 until now, I have changed my life to stay on the ground where I feel this is the way I am however I hurt my mental mind set but I start to learn the new lesson of be happy with what I have, shortly, I am totally change myself to be the one who never ask for anything.

People may feel how stupid a normal girl like me, grow to ask for nothing? but you know why ? I told myself this is more than enough to what i never have before. The real thing that I am surely ask for is treated me just like i treated you.

Through 2 years, thing just going well when i have put my real heart to understand you and I wish to be understood too. The last thing for the 2 years is You understand nothing from me.
guess how I feel now? First, I told myself, may be we grow from different culture and ethic of thinking that's why you always come up with stupid judgment or something i feel cos you think of me like i do that's why we always don't give space for each other.

I already know you will never have time to listen to anything going on me each day due to even once in 2 months to talk to you but how i can always detail thing from day to day cos something I don't do it but I lie to say YES. I just want to keep our second together not to keep you asking or wondering but i would get it to make you keep silence. The truth is that I hate being judged and put the blame on but how can I complain while you never put your heart on mine to ask what I want. I am telling you one thing you hurt me the most is not your responding which never do anything for me BUT the way you keep me as a little pet that something you have forgotten that I am nearby your bad.

YES ! I also need to be cared and loved as other people around you however my mouth never ask but my feeling does. You never give me space but you asking for it. I've been told to give up while you are the first who lead me to get. Imagine, how this 2 years I have treated you so well????? How I keep the corner between us to close ?
Don't just say I am the best girl among the million you have found and say sorry we are too late. That's more than enough to me. More than what i have estimated that you would come up with this kind of feeling to me. Sure ! that's enough. I still never complain anything so let it be.

Job Vacancy

Dear Candidates,

Gold Fish Ocean is an advertising agency with commitment to create competitive edge and brand equity for clients. With expertise in local market and experiences with international brands, Gold Fish Ocean has served international and local clients in various industries from mobile communications to fast moving consumer goods. Gold Fish Ocean helps clients in brand strategy, concept and creative development, product launch, sales activation and event management, media strategy and placement, advertising and promotion, public relation and commercial production.

We are looking for young Cambodian, smart, and high potential individuals to join our growing team in the position of Promoter Executive.

Job Requirements:

• Male and Female with good characteristic
• Cambodian nationality , age in between 18 to 25 years old
• Good interpersonal skills, hard-working and friendly
• Flexible with good communication
• English is required –spoken and written
  
• Able to work under pressure
• At least holding High School Certificate
  
• Fresh graduate is encouraged to apply

Job Responsibilities:

• Promote product to increase sale volume
• Provide sales service to customers
• Be able to handle customer complaints
• Generate daily sale report

How to apply:

The interested candidates are invited to send a detailed CV with one current photo to address below. Only shortlists applicants will be contacted for interview. Salary depends on skills and experience.


Address: Building #43A, St.123 corner 454, Sangkat Toul Tompong I, Khan Chamkamorn, Phnom Penh.
Tel: (023) 993 968 / Fax: (023) 993 967
Email: gfo@goldfishocean.com / Website: www.goldfishocean.com

For more detail, Please contact:
Ms. Sokuntheavy
Tel: 017 72 22 85
E-mail : sokuntheavy@goldfishocean.com

Let me be with U for the rest of your life

After the big rain, I am fresh. After our misunderstanding, you understand. thanks for being there for ME. My Honey ! you leave when I am lost the way
and come back to lead me finding my way. You are more than everything for ME...Honey ! I love U.
My Hero ! I do appreciate myself of finding U. The best friend in life. Enjoy a trip abroad and safe trip back here.